anxiety and hope

Tomorrow I return to work after a short break. Although feeling somewhat refreshed, I am not looking forward to it wholeheartedly. The other day walking to a parking lot surrounded by woods, I witnessed a deer and two fauns crossing the road. My heart was filled for a moment with brightness. I must allow myself to experience such feeling more often... daily... hourly... minute-by-minute. I am thankful for the wonders around me and I need to appreciate more. I take a step in the right direction by acknowledging this.